But you out of everyone I’ve ever loved were the only one who was deserving of it, yet you were the one too afraid to hold it between your hands and I want to tell you that I am both angry and sad that you didn’t think you loved me like I deserved because we both know, you loved me as best as you could and it was enough.
Wait, don’t say a word. Save it. I don’t want to hear it. Don’t apologize for not being better for me, don’t tell me that the timing was wrong, don’t tell me that if we were meant to be together we would be, because the truth is, you should’ve already learned that nothing worth having comes easy. You should’ve fought for love, like a burning house, like you knew the scars you’d end up with would be worth it.
You’re a coward, you deserved me. You took three steps forward and ten steps back and decided that I was too kind for you, too soft spoken, said my heart was in the right place, said yours never had been. I know you were scared, it shook you to think that you could love anything, shook you to think that I could be the one who wrecked you.
I’m ready to forgive you, but forgetting takes much longer time, that love was meant to stay.Fuck you for being scared // thewordsyouneverunderstood (via thewordsyouneverunderstood)